With lot of enthusiasm I stepped on the land of Hyderabad to
make my dreams true. I straightly went to the shooting spot in Jubilee hills to
meet my mentor Mr.Phani Raj. After that I joined the classes. One day my sir offered me a role of a groom in a
promo of a reality show “Dammunte Cheppesei”. Unfortunately it was cancelled.
On one fine lovely evening I along with
my hostel mates went to a nearby park .We were enjoying the romance that was
happening near the bushes and all of a
sudden my mobile started ringing. She was on the other side. She expressed her
feelings out of the frustration.
Her argument went
like this ” You are least concerned about me. You are showing negligence and
recklessness because you are getting better film offers. You are not loving me
at any point. You are only committed to
Shiny because you use to spell her name always. I didn’t get love in return .I thought that you are my
life but you exploited me. I don’t need you any more. Just leave me alone.”
I felt very bad and tried her number again and again but she
didn’t respond. I was deeply hurted and in the state of frustration I boozed exceeding my limits. It happened after 7 years
when I boozed for the last time in the
Shiny’s case. I feared of losing her like Shiny. I felt guilty and come to a
conclusion that I shouldn’t repeat the mistake irrespective of the person committed.
So I went to meet her and pleaded not to leave me. She rejected my plea. Again
I depressed. She felt very bad after seeing my condition and returned to me. But
I was not convinced with her and felt that she may leave me at any time. Again
I was back to Hyderabad to complete the course. With the cordial support of my
Director Phani Raj Sir I’d successfully completed
my course.
My love relationship drastically worsened to the maximum
extent. She avoided me and warned me not to come
to her house again. I came to know that she won’t come back to me. She bitterly shouted at me that
she will be happy without my presence. I left the scene saying that “I want your
happiness .So be happy forever without me.”
“I realized that love is trash and the bond will be stay strong
between man and woman when they get married.”
In the next post
you will be going to know about my married life.
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